hello_! darlings.<3
welcome to the suite life of
syasya cum dada & fafad
.aka.
pWeNcEz** & cinderel-LAH_
sya`s first cry - 7teen.NOV.9teenEIGHTY9 -
fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -
bosomBUDDY, euu may call us =)
crankyLADS, euu may label us
love us, HATE us? euu decide
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.hate us - - it`s fine
.love us - - we share
.betray us - - ur done
.iTs OUR blog. Our say- -
.what WE feel, we write - -
.eu have got NO right to stop us from splilling everything - -
.buzz OFF if eu dont lyk IT - -
.WE dont need EU to bitch about US - -
.Misunderstood, im being judged by my looks,- -
.even before i introduce, im hated on, they think im rude. - -
.they call me names all the tyme, tryna pick fights. - -
.i aint into that, just cause im quiet dey go on and talk behind my back. - -
.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -
.To make the best of my life is what ill do, hate it or love it, i'll always be true, - -
.if yall doubt that than it proves that yall shallow fools. - -
.So, ill say wat i wanna say, do what i wannna do. - -
.If you aint feeling that then FUCK you. - -
FAMILY
Friends
EACH other company ((:
Sya: Dearest sayang <3s!! Abg wawaL- Fad: Him.
Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
Sya: tWo.FIVE.zeRO.two.ZERO.six
and the list goes on.
`FADDIE`S_
glasses.
THAT converse shoe.
THAT kappa show.
baby G watch.
deep red perfume
good results.
stop failing.
happy life.
THAT billabong top.
<flip flops.
.W800i.
More pants.
More shirts.
Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:
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this is what ii did while waiting for my darling syasya =)
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syasya&khairul
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islin&faddie
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syasya&poovan. =))
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najib&faddie*[[don`t we look good? *winks*]]
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faddie*aidil* [[ps.ain`t he cute?]]
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syasya*
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Its depressing wenn u are living in world of fake-NESS.I hope tis wun affect me in any way. ((=
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Tt`s abg and adek. <3>
He was trying to smile- Too LATE.((=
He was HUNGRY laaa. Cian dier.. LOL
BlurreD-
Ok smile.
It`s SYASYA N WAWAL
I LOIKE this best.
Shiok sendiri in toilet.
He was HURT. Sorri.the beauty exposed ;
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we hold hands though we wear our skewl uniform.Yeah. I do feel uncomfortable doing that.. But he would alwaes want to hold my hand. Hee. But its okay. But wat if my frens spot us. OMG. So yeah. I was missing him like hell just now during chemistry. So i messaged him. Haa. Dunnoe whats rong with me. But sure i do feel tt wae. And i miss his long embracement. And i laughed a lot todae. Thx to fad. Hey. Nice hairstyle gal. LOL. Just kidding okae. No hard feelings okae? So. We camwhore todae. Not much. But pictures wun be posted. Cz my dearest fadiah is LAZY to upload. And it wld be AGES fer her to send it to me via msn. Grr. Hm. Klaa. Fer now. Tts it. Cant blog ani longer. Im tired.
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that`s how i`m feeling right now. seriously. doesn`t it express my boredom? well anyway, that pic was taken yesterday in the car. lol. i was seriously bored plus i got scolded from my mum and yeahh. that shows what the picture potrays. lol. so anyway, if only i knew syaysa wasn`t in school, i wouldn`t have come. i seriously wasted my time. drawing pieces of shits. i only go cos i thought you wanted to see urmmm. u didn`t wake me up thinking i left you in school all alone so i rushed to school. i searched high and low for you but to no avail. i called u numerous time but again, NOTHING. so i gave up. okay i admit i was upset and disappointed and frustrated. but what to do. ohh i learn a new phrase.
A SIMPLE 'I`M SORRY' IS THE BEST WHAT A PERSON CAN DO BUT SOMETIMES, THE BEST ISN`T GOOD ENOUGH.
that`s true. right right?
*i wish i was a punk rock girl with flowers in my hair*
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how come people are all getting sick?
syasya`s sick.
she`s down with high fever.
GET WELL SOON SYASYA DEAREST!
*muakx*
my brother`s sick.
he`s been vomitting for the past 2 days.
GET WELL SOON TOO BRO!
hmmm.
so anyway. had english class just now.
was superb boring.
seriously.
yesterday while having night study nana called me.
she asked me to tag along with her at town.
but but too bad.
i had night study.
kwang kwang kwang.
i`m traumatised by what happen.
yes, until now.
seriously, i cannot get the picture/scene out of my head.
it keeps on replaying.
but luckily, he`s okay.
GET WELL SOON okay.
arg. i`m tired.
and double bored.
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on drums aye? -_-"
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faddie&shannbelooo__ =))
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"I cant slp w/o you. I cant breathe animore. Good tym lasts forever.. Swear eu never leave me. I`ll be dere everytym in ur heart."
So. Tts the song im listening to right now. Hey. Babi larh ini feeling. Okay whatever. Im done. I nid to study larh. And i am soo missing him. Missing in action.((= Anw. I so hate my handphone charger.. Spoiled already ehk. And now. I cant message!! Grr. My batt`s flat. And ive got no way to charge it. Im sori to those who message me. I cant reply to u guys. But i will. The minute my hp is alrite okay..
So anw. Im onlining rite now. Chatting with etec. Haa. Fun laarh. dier. Alaa. But i noe skejap jek kan faddie. Pple come and go. Hmm. But hey. At least dada get to noe him. He`s fun. Too bad laa. Anw dier de tanye about sayang dearest. ((= I dunnoe if sayang dearest bagi tak if i tell about us. But anw. I wwant it to be low profile. So. Saye kate kite kawan rapat skali. ((= Tapi. Dada sayang sayang kiter byk-byk. Kite rindu dier lahh.. Bt takpe laa.. KIte taknk rindu dier byk-byk. Mane tau dier tgh happi-hapi. But dada`s here wasting tym. Hu noes.
Lalala. Got nth to blog already. My brain`s jammed. I want to slp again. Cause i want to meet sayang dearest in lala land. Not in reality but in lala land pn jadik laa. Haa. Deng!
So im wondering if abg wawal da recover tak. Wish him well laa. Maybe he`s working now. But his back sprained kan. Ntah laa. Anw. DAda wondering asl abg wawal tak kol or message me ehk.Hmm. Usually, he will what. Grr. But he didn`t since the thursdae thingy. Sori lor. He saw me stressED out about sayang dearest thingy. At that point he said. "This is one of the positive reasons to show that someone dun loves eu ni more." Laa.. Whatever larh. Obviously i care about sayang dearest uh. WTH!
To my new fren, Dearest pig. Get well soon okay. ((= Nice chatting with eu. Dun be bored with ur life. Smile. You are cute. But im CUTER darling. Ahaa.. Lol.((=
Klaa. Im done. Toodles. Tata. Nights.
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Guess what. Dada just came back. Precisely. It is super late. And when i was out, i was moody most of the tym. Hey. I dun wan tis to affect me. I am afraid. I am afraid. I nid my sayang dearest to console me. Now. Whisper everything so that i can cool down. I soo miss him. It`s been long. But todae i just cant take it. I wanna spill everythg. Cause from the bottom of my heart. Dada miss sayang dearest. BUt todae. He seems diff. After skewl. He kinda has to rush fer sth. And tt realli affect him. He messaged me. And it`s all weird to me. And i AM scared of the possibilities. And i dun want the negative stiffs to be in my mind. Go. Go away. Let me share with eu aites the messages...
Syg, jusz remember my words...I LUV U ALWAES...U take good care of urself kae..Miss u veri3 much.. I will alwaes b inside ur heart n dat goes e same 4 me..Mwah.. Syg, 4 nw i wan u to promise me dat u tkcr of urself kae... Cuz mayb i wont c u much after todae...Bt watever happen, i wan u to noe dat i luvu ceri3 much kae syg..Promise me aitez.. 4 e sake of me... Syg, im gonna miss u... Luv u sayang... Anithing happens, juz remember dat i will luv u alwaes watevet e outcome is... Smile kae sayang... Muaaah... Syg, b4 u gg to slp, i want to give u 3 kisses..Mwah, 4 being dere 4 me.. Mwah, 4 luving me. Mwah..For our 3 months anniversary...
So tt`s it. What i am curious is y must he alwaes emphasize. Whatever happens.. U must take good care of myself and stuffs. Is he going away? Away from me. Alaaa.. Y..?? Freak. I miss him laaa.. God oni noes that it is true. SIgh. Y. Must there alwaes be overcome..
Ad thx zin. Seriously. Help me laaa... I feel soo helplesss. I feel useless. I am his gerl. But i cant help him. And the major thing is that he does not feel comfortable enuf to share his probz with me. I just dun wan him to burden himself. But he just want s me to be happi. But i dun want tt. It`s sooo unfair. I want him be be stressED-FREE. So i will try my best to put everything in place. Even if it involves silence. Ewww.. So hate silence. But . Haf to kan? I just hope tt nth will happen.. I dun wan to make a fool out of myself... Grr..
Klaa.. I soo miss sayang dearest. Sayang smile kae bebeh. Love eu.. Miss eu larh. If oni u noe.. But will eu love me and miss me like how eu alwaes expressed it to me. I hope u will. Cause. Im in love with eu.. And i soo want u. I want a comeback fer eu. No stress. NO proz. Just sayang dearest. The hapi go lucky baby with a sweet smile on his face.
nItez, gtg. Its late. Help me. I want him to smile back. Pls....
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``That`s me and abg wawal. <3s>
like how i <3>
``Abg and adek till eternity...? Promise...?
``Advanced Celebration fer his 17th bdae. ((=
See that dimple? I loike!!!
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U...Seriously, i dun noe hw to describe my love to eu... Only actions will explain...Haa...If nt, i would be saying 'i luv u' till got no voice to say...I realli3 feel lyke hugging u so tightly nw... Cuz i miss u soo much even though aru jek jumpe..
So anw. He said that. But kite jarang contact sei.. Da laa. Lalalala. Love eu tooo. But it`s complicated k.. Kan.Kan.
KlAA. gtG. Tata. Dada miss him laa. Grr. miss sayang dearest soo sooo muchh. ((=
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Happi Bdae to u in advance. Few more minutes to go. . .
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Oh well. Halo. Ts is yesterdae's continuation. OhH. Is there such a word? Waever laa.. So yesterdae. I was planning to go study with bestie. But ended up cancelling it. Ive got a strong vibe that she cant go at 1st. So wen dearest sayang kol to go out, i agreed w/o asking faddie. Sorie bebeh. But i tot it wld be gd if u n dearest study together. Ape la.. So I get to meet sayang yesterday. Yippee. ((: But hey he sound so strez up in the phone earlier on. I knew something is wrong. Heart beating fast. So i was late. Again and again and again. As usual huh? And sayang dearest went to my block. Sit there for god knows how long. Kekeke. Sori okay? U planned last minute. Soo... ((:
After that went to marine parade library. He got no mood to study at all. Sad. But i tried to push him to study. But hey. At least he read up chapter 6. Yeye!! I knew he has given up hope on humanities.. But sayang, chia you okay? Anw, we spent more tym on talking. I was feeling bad cause i cant cheer him on. All my talkativeness and lamest keep him abreast fer a while. Grr. And wen it came to silent, sayang dearest become all stressed again. Cian dier. But, i wonder. Wonder. Whats that problem of his? He said he dun want me to think about it much. Cause it will affect my studies? Huh? And he said its oni a small matter. Small matter that involve parents and teachers? Think. Think. Hmm. Ape2 laa. As long as it will go away sonn and stop bothering my sayang dearest mind. If it affect me, i guess its better dun tell me okay? So we laugh and laugh. As usual. ((: Oni thing, sometimes, he got no much mood and well, i have to behave rite? Give him silent fer a while. So we spent a little tym together. But at least. ((: Rather than none of it huh. Time flies really fast.
So ard 3:50 we were outta library. Heed to tampines. Im gonna mit my ibu dearest,adek and abg wawal. Its an advanced celebration for abg wawal bdae. Best ehk. Im sooo jealous. And my mom wants to ajak him makan.. Its been long laa since i tok to abg wawal. Maybe 1 week? Hes been acting soo cold towards me latetl. Im suprised not to receive any news from him lately. But as tym passes, i will adapt. Chiayou sya! I was scared to meert abg wawal laa.. Dada scared i will just maintain silence. That is sooo unlike me. But dada dun wan to spoil the mood. Dada start to liven the situation. I was kecoh. ((: Fer a while. Ale2 terdiam. BUt overall, the bdae bash was fun. I wish tt time was my bdae lor. And i realli think that my ibu dearest realie love him. I cld sense it. My mom touch him. ((: Swit her. I mean she usap abg wawal ye face and nasihat him al tt. I dunnoe if she knew we not together. But i tink tt she miss him. Argh! Even my family misses him. I dunnoe if ifin and amy ingat abg wawal tak. But im sure they do. The tym wen he tok to dem. Play at the playground. Sigh. So well, ya syasya admit sya miss al those times. And ble kat pizza hut. Did i mention that we went to pizza hut? There u go. My mom dun even care my closeness with abg wawal. I mean she even said to abg wawal tt, about that manje thingy. OMG. Wen we were walking together, she even pull my adek aside in order to let abg wawal wok with me. Ohh. How great can eu be mummy? I love eu..!! But too bad, we da not together kan. So, wats the use? Tsk. Tsk. Seeing all tt makes me feeling nostalgic.
So after that, we separated from mummy and adek. Abg wawal ajak go play pool. I agreed. But gt exam ehk. Hakz. Dada dun care. Cause im too strez up with stuffs. Grr. So it was not fun laa at pool. Cause i didnt tok much. Im just afraid that that outing will be the last tym we go out. Takmu gitu uh. Got that strong vibe. )): In the middle of the game, it turn out to be fun. And dada admit dada play kasar. I learnt the skill to hit the ball hard. So all the wae, i vent my anger at the ball. Kesian die. So the ball tercampak out of the table many many time. I was supposed to go library but instead i went to play pool. Ish. Ish. Sya. Sya.
So wen nk kat alek. We chill at my bustop. I told him not to send me. But he will always insist. Anw , thx okay. So at the bustop. He asked y im acting so weird and not toking much. Grr. I kept quiet. But to escape from more queries, i started to tok. But he can see the faking me. Hmph. So we chatted. And he asked if he got see his friendster not. Anw, syasya da lame tak c his frenster. I cant take it laa.. Hmm. He told me he posted his picx with tis F-named gerl. And commented that i will sakit hati. And tts his main purpose he did tt. To make my heart burns. Thk god i didnt visit his. So he told me that he had enuf seeing my long posted pictures with dearest sayang. Sorii laa. But. Understand uh..
Da laa.. I tink tts about all. He told me misses me. But he did that so that i can gain my happpiness with dearest sayang. But hey. I dun wan to lose sei my kwn2. Ya. Im attached. But so? He doesnt matter. And i know my limits uh. Hmm. Fine lor. If thats want abg wawal want. The promise we made will soon be left unsaid. Again. Grr. But tt night, dada cried. Tsk. Tsk. Maybe pms uh. Haha. But i meant it laa. Sometimes i dun like my life. . . . Full of challenges. Im still young. N i can take all these challeneges. I nid someone to hold me back. Now i tink abg wawal is okay from the outbreak. And sadly, it passes down to me. Im so fragile now. Grr.. How strong i tried to be, i failed. For this matter, i tink i nid abg wawal's help. But never will i tell him. No!!!! So i will stand on my feet again. Fer the i dunnoe how many time. So i feel like its the N level period last year. How bad can i feel. Argh! Those tymzz...
I wish that i never come across all this at the 1st place. )): The best thing is that i wish my skewl is an all girls skewl. Hee. So, i dun get mix up with the boys. And my feelings wun be entangled to such state. Emotionally, im unstable. )):
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I am truly sorry okay abg wawal?Hmm. I wonder. Y do eu still miss me. Y do eu still <3> I guess tis point of tym, syasya feels double special. Hmm. Maybe the fact that abg wawal still treat me nice. Lalala. Thx k? But until when. Soon, i have to part with him. I shall wait fer that vey moment comes when hes attracted to sb. Hmm.No. I dont want that to happen. Okay tts very SELFISH of syasya. Whaever it is, syasya dont want him to forget me. Okay.
Im sorry cause i raised my voice alright.Actually. I was irritated cause the conversation consist of silence. Ouhhh. How bored can that be? I cant adapt to such surroundings ya noe? Next, u like to panjang lebarkan story uh. Aww.. How menyeyeh. Okay stop here laa.. Syasya promise syasya wil be a good girl. Promise. Nitez. ``Syasya-
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i noe tt im dependent on pple's shoulder.WEe. Tts me. *winks* Den after than jln2 thru townpark. ((: Hakz. Meet his frens. And den i heed to home. Reach ard 9:30. Just in tym. Phew. And too bad fer us, islin and ana saw me and dearest sayang at MC white sand. Alaaaa. Oklaa. Watever.((: So i did njoy my NIGHT STUDY lesson. Was fun. Just dun want it to end. Now. I freakingly miss dearest bebeh- We hog on the phone just now fer a while.((: Oh ya. Faddie Bestie- CONGRATS on getting a new phone. So. W800i. Welcome to the gang! ((: Nice phone- But tak jealous. Dun worrri. Tis is true. If i do i tell eu rite? Hakz.... Bluek. So now. I shall hop around fer hairstyles.. TATA- ``Syasya-
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