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Friday, April 10, 2009

Ive been contacting a lot with the dearest bestfriend of late. These kind of communication was long missed. And we're getting the hang of it anw. Oh, did i mention that i was a little pissed off because she distracted my sleep yesterday.! GRR! And i thought it was something urgent. So, i rushed out from bed and called her using my house phone.
Syasya: Yes. What happened? Fadiah: Oh, nothing. Just want to wish you good afternoon(or something like tt)
It was -____-"
Because firstly, i was damn lethargic. Maybe i was travelling too much with tuitions. Haha! But thanks uh, i still entertain her crap. (:

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I AM SO GLAD THAT THIS BLOG HAS COME AGAIN! THANK YOU NURSYAHIDAH! look at the date, year 2006! OHH YO HO HELLO THERE, syasya :)

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I didnt know which navigations i clicked on but i could get my hands on this shared blog, finally! Anw, there's so many things here that made me feel all nostalgic. I will read all of the drafts when im free. Oh, hello Fadiah. (: ___syasya

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Monday, December 04, 2006

LOL. This entry is written by syasya. Yeah pardon me for hurting any party. :) So i plucked my courage to type this out. These days, ive been thinking about this. I just cant seem to get an answer. Seriously, i miss one fcuking brat like a lot. Okay he`s not a brat larh. Like duh. He`s none other than mrBoyfren. Yeah.

>But ironically, asl kite not like other people ey. I mean. What`s the use of having a relationship when u have got no time for her. And even if eu have the time, u spend it with ur other clicks. I just dun understand. At one moment, eu said ure not allowed to go out. The next moment i noe is ure out with some other people. Tell eu. Its bored. Its bored leading a relationship like this. Maybe its because of the age thingy, the time, or whatevernots. I don`t feel that i belong to eu. Nah. Trust me. My relationship with my other guy frens are much3 better. But we`re just frens. TELL me. R eu like this in ur previous2 relationship. Coz majority of mine is not like this. Never. We talk. We contact.

I never come across a relationship llike ours. Maybe i am demanding. But the least u could give is a little attention. Yeah. Trust me in this k. SYasya really lacks the love and care and attention from a boyfren. Like wth. Im no desperate gerl for all those stuffs. I have enough supplements from my other guy frens. But come to think of it. Syasya is really pathetic uh. Ade balak ey tapi tak rase mcm. Kwang3. Im just wondering. Y do i still hang on although i noe that the cycle will repeat itself again. No. At this point of time, we tak fight or whatsoever. But i just wanna fite for my rite.

For nine months plus. Our life has been like this. Love towards eu, i dunnoe how to explain. True, i have that feeling for eu. Love, perhaphs. In my opinion, theres others who can give me all that. But wei. I still holding on to you. And that ring a bell in my head that i have strong faith in eu. But eu prove me that we`re leading one shallow relationship. This point of time in my life, syasya really3 can choose sb who can make me happy. Nah. But i cast all that aside. I wanna eu. Yes eu. Coz boi, i miss eu damn lots. Whenever i wanna make that move to ask eu. I will feel very reluctant. Whenever i see eu infront of my eyes, those hatred, grudges vanish into thin airs.

Yeah boi. Ive been blinded by ur sweetness all these while. I realised that. &that sweetness will make my legs wobbly and melt. My ego will melt too. &tt`s wen thgs repeat itself. It will be sweet for a while. Just a while. And all those stuffs are at my fingertips. I dunnoe how much longer i can hang on. But whatever happens. I hope. I want a change from eu. From us. Maybe some others can be comfortable with eu. But it`s okay it somedae this will come to an end. Im just glad that we survive thru all this and our paths meet. Seriously, its nice knowing eu. Ure the 1st for me to entangle in a relationship with somebody youger. It will be an eye-opener for me. But age doesnt matter. Eu tot me that.

Hmm. Enough said. I hope we will change fer the better. I love eu larh sei. But ure one lucky chap. Sb loves eu a lot. A lot. A lot. N tt sb is me. Yeah. But we shall see how as time passes by. Tkcr love.

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Sunday, December 03, 2006

faddie n syasya

nice? LOL

NPCC. Minus shaz. :)

Syasya miss him badly-

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Halo. Halo. Has been long since i blog here. HUrhur. So anw. School`s over. Yeah. Prom was fun for me. :) And i got to noe loads and loads and loads of new frens. Yeah. &jupJUP too. He`s hawt sia. I had fun these hols. And i tink kan. Syasya dunnoe lei what to do with my relationship. Mcm boring sei. How eh. I wan him to noe. hurhur. But well. &fads happy with hers. Thk gawd. K laa. I have to go alrd. Fad. Blog here ok. This blog is in coma. . . . Hoho. Ciao.

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

ahh. finally. the touch of the keyboard. stupid blog. i can`t sign in at MY OWN blog. damn it. fortunately, this blog saves me. i`ve longed so much to filter everything out but stupid computer was spoilt and for two whole weeks, i had to bear with life without computer. i have so much to say yet so little. let`s cut it short.

SCHOOL IS OVER. sadly. there were people tearing and at the same time, having fun taking photos =))nevertheless, everyone shall always be remembered. ms farah`s words truly touched our hearts. she, too, teared along with us. she went something like "and now, i have to cut the strings to ur kites. ."

class 5A prepared a little something for our beloved form teacher for 3 whole years, MS CHEONG. we wrote farewell notes and compiled it and handed it to her. her facial expressions cannot be described.

enough said about that.

yesterday i managed to not go to school. but hey, i went to downtown to study okay. and i did. thou it`s only 2 chapters. AT LEAST. somehow, i felt that yesterday was a sinful day for me. honestly. shall not drag about it.

today. i woke up at 7 for school. darling grrlfwens waited til 7.45 for all 6 of us to go school together. imagine walking into the school at 8. cool. hoho. there won`t be another time anymore. after school, everyone quickly reserved whatever they wanted from the cozy corner. and there were people like syahidah, who took the sofa. lol. pity farhi thou. but it`s a good thing he gave in. heh. so syasya has a new sofa. it sure will look nice cos it`s FREE. lollies. so i managed to grab the pillow. that`ll be something i shall be nostalgic about. memories with 5A. ohh how i love the class. we must keep in touch okay people. *hugs* so anyway, there was physics mock exam and i was so sleepy that i slept. i didn`t know my head tilted to one side and islin had to kick my chair to wake me up. lollies. i was tired lorr. excuse me. soon after that, darling grrlfwens went to changi to break fast. i apologise to poocan for scaring her about the cat thingy. hoho. i was deeply embarrassed when there was a cat and i jumped onto a chair with shrieks from all of us. we sure had fun. then we headed to the beach for a while and left. i was agitated by then. argh. okay bla bla bla. reached home. shaz, about what happened in the bus, hush hush okay. it was nothing larh. something played back in my mind. i`m fine now =))

okay. faddie`s tired. i so wanna enter my blog. MUMMY!! shoot me.

ehh. i miss him lorr.

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

Hapi advanced 16th BDAE sayang!!

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Hapi advanced 16th BDAE sayang!!

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

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Monday, September 25, 2006

Its been long since i blog here. But anw. Fad. I appologised fer not comin to skel. Bu babe, i miss eu sweets. =))So anw. Fad. I wan to dedicate to eu one song.. Check it ouut soon ok. Either at my blog or ours. Thx fer everything k. I love eu as much as i love myself. <33.>

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

okay. great. i lost my previous entry. stupid fcuk. so anyway, this blog has been long dead. fcuk larh. i`ve written such a long entry. mofo. shithead. waste my bloody freaking time. okay cool. so anyway, faddie went to the beach with him in the morning. weee. yes, i had fun. =) blablabla i sent my sister to the mosque and met shaz. we went to downtown. supposedly, we suppose to meet darling grrlfwen syasya at 3-4pm. but then, yes, after such a long wait for like one and a half hours, she wasn`t there. who doesn`t get tired waiting for someone? arg. so yes, we left the place at 4.30. okay, i did call her home but don`t ask what happened. only darling shaz knows. hoho. secret okay shaz. hmm. i`m at my friend`s place. yes, FOOD. that`s what i`m here for. hoho. i`m planning to meet syasya later at night. can we can we? ohh. we neevr fail to meet at night whenever i`m here right? lollies. okay. i hear food calling my name. later.

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

I don't mind spending some time Just hanging here with you Cuz I don't find too many guys That treat me like you do Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride But when I walk their talk is suicide Some people never get beyond their stupid pride But you can see the real me inside And I'm satisfied, Even though the gods are crazy Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby I'll show you mine I can make you nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do Baby i'm perfect for you My love, I could be your confidante Just one of your girlfriends But I know that love's what you want If tomorrow the world ends Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love? Now tell me who have you been dreaming of At night at home? ___________________________________________________ i ain`t tripping.

i`m just missing uu. i miss uu even more. _________________________________________________ baby ur all that i want.

when ur lying here in my arms.

i`m finding it hard to believe

we`re in heaven.

and love is all that i need.

and i found it there in ur heart.

it isn`t too hard to see.

we`re in heaven.

now nothing can change what uu mean to me.

there`s a lot that i can say.

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Friday, September 08, 2006

this is what ii did while waiting for my darling syasya =)

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scene: beach.

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changi beach. =))

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Monday, September 04, 2006

happy birthday sweets

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

she realised that she has been dreaming a lot lately.

okay whatever.

she found out something.

remember what she said: words are wanton? yes, they are wanton.

this is to him: why say all those when uu don`t mean it?

u`ve got her and yet uu said 'nevertheless, i still wait to gain ur trust, to have uu back in my arms' doesn`t sound that sound super familiar?

yes. she knows everything. =)) well, best wishes.

and now do uu know the reason why she always say: say it when uu mean it? yes, that`s the reason. and uu made her not to even guys more.

fcuk all those words.

damn it.

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

hello

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smileeee

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ciakk

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yeahh?

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candid.

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wwwweeeeeeeeee

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Friday, September 01, 2006

this blog has been so not updated.

maybe it`s because we have our own respective blog,

and we neglect this blog.

ohh well.

so yeahh.

prelims have been so bad for me.

~~english paper 1~~ ~~english paper 2~~ ~~malay paper 1~~

~~malay paper 2 math paper 1~~

math paper 2

~~literature paper 1~~

literature paper 2

chemistry

physics

geography

~~social studies~~

d&t

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Ouh well. Been quite some tym since i blog here. Hmm. Maybe ive got my personalised blog. Tt`s it. But well. Not to worry. Cause i wun forget this blog. So. Anw. My life has been in great hopstle topsle. I seem to miss my fren. Yeah. I miss my abg wawal. Hell. I appologised to sayang dearest fer having this feeling okae. So. That dae wen i saw him in skewl made me fret about all this. But how come. Syasya and him suddenly become like this. I wonder. Is it a mistake i made. No. There isnt any mistakes or whatsoever. The only thing i knew was that he was kindda pissed off wen he figured out that i and my sayang dearest is getting closer. But see. Wen syasya and sayang dearest is getting closer, syasya n him is drifting apart. Y like that. . . . Yes. He is my shadow. My abg. I love him. Yes. I love him. And let me make this clear. Love as the love i have fer fadd and stuffs okae. The love i have fer sayang dearest is completely diff. Ok. Freak laa. But can i sae tt i miss him. Aside missing sayang dearest. I am missing my abg wawal. ))= Do eu tink im bad missing two guys at the same tym? Its up to eu to decide. Ive never been separated frm abg wawal fer like this. Besides the 2 weeks thgy and the post break-up thgy. But that was last year. Solid 2 mths since we saw each other again and patch. And broke off again. And remain as frens as i started off to see him as my bro and sth in my heart. And started to like this sweetie pie by the name of sayang dearest. Till den. We have never separate or lost contact. But it`s all happening now. And i just cannot move on with him by my side. Yes. I depended on him. But i move on. Den comes wen he depended on me. I helped him to move on. Now. im back to be dependent on him yet and again. And now. I am not able to do that once more. And i moved on with my life wen we totally like lost contact. So maybe. I have to do that. And i am doing it right now. But it hurts. Parting with someone eu really tresure and love and comfortable and everything laa. He is like my family. He noes everythg about me. And he is so3 close to me. And fugging ass. I miss NURUL. Yes. Akil birthdae is comin. Abg and adik birthdae is coming too. Nurul`s bdae is coming too. I wonder how NUrul is now. Does she even remember me? Does she still ask about me. Hmm. Pak busu is cruel. If he`s afraid of calling just because of my sister den. Knowing him. I noe that he will find me by othe source means. But i doubt so. So bottom line is that he has got someone new in his life. But that isnt fair at all. How do i managed to have a guy and at the same time establishing frenship with eu? Eu once promised me that no matter what which gerl comes into ur life, eu will sae this. "No matter what, deep down in my heart, a part of my heart belongs to NURSYAHIDAH BINTE MOHD SHOKRI." Eu liar. Eu lied. I am no longer important in ur life. Ur words are wanton MUhammad Shawal. Im trying to hate eu as time passes by. But i failed. Cause it`s been like 3 daes or so. I cried remembering eu. Its not fair. Eu may be happy while here i am shedding tears fer eu. What do i gain. See. I am reprimanding myself. And it only last fer few minutes. After that i will tink about eu again. Yes. The oni thg to forgt eu is to love sb as much as i can. But i cant. I am afraid to love sayang dearest as much. Yes love but now as much as sb could love his/her bf/gf/ I am not like the last tym sya. And tis happened because of eu Muhammad Shawal. Yes. I lose trust in love because of eu. Fer that. I am afraid to love again though i am trying and im happy to declare that i love my sayang dearest. But see. If my life doesnt turn out to be like this, i doubt i am what i am now. So i hope that i will be the last tym sya wen i am able and am free to love that sb as much as i can. Fuck. I have to admit that i feel so weak without eu by my side. The feeling is much worsen than of the last tyM. Being in this condition fer the 2nd ty, is much3 worse than it was before. But i hope eu are doing well. Send regards to ur family. I miss ur along. I miss ur mom. I miss abg sani. I miss nurul. I miss playing with her. Gawd. That cheeky girl. And fren. History hurts kan. And awak. Its september. Remember what happened to me? Thx to eu too. But it happened to me again. Ur words are bullshit dumbass. I noe. Ure happi with some gerl and has settle down. But it`s not fair. Remember what i go thru with sayang dearest because of eu. Now. Ure being selfish.

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Friday, August 25, 2006

arg. FINALLY i can get into a blog. but however, i can`t change the font. and sadly, i can`t even get into my OWN blog. freak larh. but nvm. so anyway, darling grrlfwen, HAPPY 6`S. love you bebeh. faddie`s in tech room right now. i`ve been switching computers just to BLOG. ohh! plainsunset`s performance is today!! go catch it okay. aha. poor thing i can`t go. firstly, i`m dead broke. now, i`m hungry and sleepy. he didn`t attend school today for whatever reason. i thought shaz and i was late but we weren`t. ehh. but actually, we were late but teacher let us off. FUHHH. and yes, shaz and i ran to school! aha! we did. okay stop it. shaz, have i told you that i dreamt of asyraf[acap] and razif kassim. aha. i don`t know why and it`s weird. but they were there in my dreams, playing XBOX. lol. i got up from bed angrily simply because i didn`t have a good night sleep. doinks. all thanks to my dear brother, he spoke on the phone with Godknowswho until 2 am? he was making so much noise and he was in MY room. i`m a sleepyhead or i`d rather be called, sleeping beauty. lame. syasya`s home already i think. i hope she`s excited. hoho. ohh. before i forget, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SYAZ & ANGEL. and HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY RAFIKA. school will close at 3.30 as the teachers have their teachers` day dinner at HYATT. awesome. okay i guess i shall get back to my work before i get caught. okay bye.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Fuhh. Ive been sprouting out profanities these days. Sths wrong with me. PMS? Not quite. CO0ming maybe. HAHA. Its 25th of the MONTH tml. And syasya`s sixth. Half a YEAR. That`s quite LONGgg. Im not quite myself lately. -___-" Tell me what has got into me. Maybe that? Fad`s rite though. I tink it`s that. But why still cant i? Shithead. I miss my sayang dearest. LOTS. "Happy sixth sayang." Im pissed. Fuck. Chiao. And we went home early todae after nite study. Sth i find it`s not fair. Fuck. Again. Sorri. Shup. ((= Tt made me smile. ``SYAsya-

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I had fun in the bus. Wen otw to nite study. Fun. Fun. Sths wrong with me. See. Can i have more of that? ``Syasya-

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Woo. Tis blog has beeen daead. Grr. So. Anw. I miss my sayang dearest larh. Miss him like hell. Grr. Fad! Fad! Help me yeah. *smack head* So anw. Slpng occupies my tym. And well. Im sad over my resulf . Uh shit! Ok im done. Tata.

``Syasya-

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

faddie`s in school. weeee. well. shaz is beside me now. we`re suppose to do dnt but then but then. . haha. uu know us. we won`t do our work unless teacher is here. so anyway, i don`t know what`s becoming of me. everytime i eat, i feel like vomitting. arg. shaz just said: "aiyohh. fad. uu pregnant eh?" damn uu shaz. i`m not okay. i`m still a VIRGIN. wakkaka. okay. lame. let this be a short entry. go to http://ragdollnomore-.blogspot.com for more happening. and ohh! I LOVE 08AUGUST!! weeeee~ shaz missed out the fun. poor her. but at least she got to see the fireworks. right right? this friday and saturday.. fireworks.. wanna go? hmmm i think i end it here. update some other time. tata.

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Monday, August 07, 2006

Alas. Im in here. Yes! Yes! Been soo3 long. Yeah i noe. I miss switheart. 4sure. Cant log in. Tts the problem. And it realli3 pissED me off. Yeah. S anw. I just came home. Yeah. Too many topic to blog on todae. So 1stly. Im gonna start on. Y i dun like toking to dearest darling otp now. I mean. Its been so3 super long rite. Yeah. I miss al tt. But sumtyms i have to learn hw to let go on sumthgs. Cn? Once blog about tt on my blog. So. I admit its kindda irritating. Wen all eu wanted to tok to was ur super3 darling. But ur darling may be busy with their new frens. U dun even noe hu she mixes with and so on. So pple chg. So i just hope that if i cld change the time. I want us. Me and my super3 darling. Tt no one cld ever replace. To be like the last tym us. I hope tt we wun grow up. So bottom line is that we wun meet new frens. LOL. Tts selfish. But true wat. New frens cum. Wat about the old. Its better i keep to myself now. Yeah. So daa. Wun elaborate much. More details bout my outing with Ali will be in my blog. Study laa to be exact. Was fun. Fun. Kan bolala. Sori ehk tercampak. Wakakaka. Bluek!! Miss my darling very3 much. Not forgetting. Syasya miss my sayang dearest laa. Its soo sad tt he didnt leave me any msg. At all. Watever. Still my miss towards him is on fire. Super lots. Tkcr to pple sya love.

``Syasya-

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Saturday, August 05, 2006

she never thought of feeling this way,

but it`s inevitable to her.

nevertheless, she doesn`t want history to repeat.

she`s confused.

she doesn`t even know if it`s sincerity.

or is it just an act.

she doesn`t wanna know if his playing her.

she`s had enough of what has happened.

if ever she finds out that it`s all lies,

there goes her trust to others.

and the one to be blamed for,

is you.

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Friday, August 04, 2006

school was fun today!! i love school, well, only today. firstly. photo taking was awesome. our class theme was grease lightning. cool aye? we were kinda vain. haha. we got preapared more than an hour before. so after school, there was chemistry remedial. i sat with regu. it was fun lorr. i didn`t pay attention. well, as always. he bullied me lorr. so i scribbled on his hands. weeee~ after chemistry rememdial, there`s math mock exam but syasya and i came at 3.30 when it actualy started at 2.30. and we handed in the paper at 4.30 which means we did the paper for an hour only. syasya and i then went to had our superb late lunch at mr prata. the service there is becoming worse. i mean it`s like we ordered potato and meat together with the noodle, then he said nvm go eat. shithead. so anyway, d&t was next til 9.45. okay i admit. i did my work for 10% and then 90% played catching with aidil. he started it all first okay. but it was fun thou. we practically ran around the whole school. tired, we went up to the hall. there, we met quek. haha. then mrs neo came out from the hall and asked what were we doing there. so we answered, we had d&t. so with enough courage, i ask "teacher, can we go in and have some food?" haha. thick skinned right? lol. she nodded and said "yes yes why not. there`s still a lot more=))" so we went in. lol. so we went to eat at the basketball court there. we had fun right? so i went home with him and shaz. but shaz was isolated. so we crapped. a lot. was fun fun. so the next time, he sends me home. lol. as if. lalaaa. so overall, i had a fun day today. =))

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Boo. I woke up early todae. So many task to be done todae. But being the lazy me. I noe it wouldnt. LOL. So anw fad. How was ur dae. Fri, Sat? gg well? Hope so okae. Ive been busy outside n didnt get the chance to kol eu. I shall kol eu later since maybe i wun be gg anywhere. Or late evening i shall mit my fren. Wee. Cross my finger and hope jadik. ((= So anw. Got nth to blog alrd. Bubbye-

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

fad`s home from school. i had d&t just now til 1++. it ended pretty early today. i thought i could complete it but i forgot to do one part. doinks. so i asked for aidil`s help to spray paint my base for me. hmmm. thanks yahh. [[sya. what action? i rushed down to downtown to meet uu but when i msg, uu didn`t reply, when i called, uu said uu just receive the call which is like at 10.15 when i actually called uu at 9.15?]] i sat a mc til nearing 10 then decided to go off since u didn`t return any of my msg or call. nonetheless, i bumped into ahmad, asyraf and razif. we smiled and fullstop. i was pretty tired yesterday and i slept early. ohh yeah. to my surprise, iskandar called me yesterday. he asked me if i`m free today to go to the concert. i`m sorry i`m not free. ohh! i saw him during my d&t. but nvm. skip that part. nothing happened. well, after long, i saw him. shall not say anymore. yesterday thingy went fine but i felt scared of cos. shaz accompanied me cos syasya was busy. the officer at the guard house was SUPER CUTE!! seriously. he asked what happened and all but i was 'mesmerized' by his looks. haha. joking. his charming! okay stop it. so anyway, that 'talk' lasted for an hour or so. now i know what to do every saturday. watch soccer! wakakkaa. serious. most probably, after d&t, i`ll watch them play. i`m looking forward for the upcoming match. wish uu luck aight. ali, play like a pro[like me. ahem] must win okay? and pls pls pls. don`t find fault. the other team is like those who loves to find fault. so refrain from fighting okay. =)) well, i wanna take a nap. i`m tired.

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Fad! U eksyen. Gt hp never msg me. Nvr kol me. Hmph. So how`s everythg? Settled? Anw. YEsterdae i tot can mit fer a while. But. Nah its okay. Im going to ITE Simei soon. Wanna come? Dere`s perfomance going on. Laa. Im gg with abg wawal. N sayang dearest is totally cool with it. Im gg to behave okay. I swear i will. Coz.. I love him lor. Yes! Yes! I do. ((=

Wei. Tis blog is totally dead. Im sori cause i dun have tge tym to blog already. Sigh. Seriously. Im very busy. But im not busy studying. See. Im still having fun. Prelims are weeks away. And im scared. Ive not yet revise on anything. Gosh. Argh! That sucks.

Ouh freak. Im down with the flu. Headaches. N cold. Gawd help me. Im afraid if sayang dearest got my flu. LOL. I hope not. So anythg. He`s such a darling. I lovelove him. Yes i love him. So he sang yesterdae. Wanted to record it but he did bot let me to. So i heard him sang. Nice voice. Haa. Well. Tell me. Even if that someone voice sounded horrible. But that`s ur special someone. His voice will definitely sound melodious enuf. True? But his was nice okay. C arr hus matair. LOL. Jk.

I guess i`ll stop hanging ard with amy and co. But i miss dem laa. I will. We shall c how laa okay. Fer now. I wan to play the com fer a while. Its gg to be late alrd. I have to mit abg wawal at 2;30. I hope i wun be late oky. Wee. I miss my sayang dearest. I miss my sayang dearest. Smwah! BIG hugs. Syg. Im sick. I guess. ))=

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

a l o h a ` ! the blog seems dead. so anyway, i`ll be posting up at short entry cos i`m not suppose to use the computer now. since they are all praying, i take advantage lorr. hey! it`s 27!! weeee~ school was super tiring. ater school, we had physics practical and then i went for my d&t. i hope i can finish it by saturday? but impossible larh. i have yet to spray paint and all. grr. wish me luck, guys. i`ve just had my dinner. yummy. my computer`s lagging. grr. i heard that the sec 4na has night study from 4pm to 9pm from monday to friday. fooohh. best of luck people. haha. there`s night study tmr. ohh shoot. i don`t want tmr to come. it`s gonna be a disaster. damn it. i can`t escape from it. somehow, i have to face it. reality check. ~~ps: i miss uu.~~

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Monday, July 24, 2006

Wee. Having malay lessons now. Fun indeed. Since we finished out stufs. We are able to play the com. And i saw my sayang dearest. Wee. N i sooo miss him. Shall sum everything up. Anw. Yesterdae syasya went to cityhall agayn. Wee. Now that place is my playground i guess. So. Anw. There`s tis guy hu i find kinda irritating. Grr. But well. Swear. He`s my fwen. Anw. Yesterdae happenings was like tis. After cityhall, i met fad. Was suprised wen she agreed. Cause we dun reali hang ard animore. Supposedly, we are to study but ended up. We played pool. Wee. Its a draw. Fair game. Wee. Was fun laaa. Since it`s been long since i went out with my dear faddie. Anw. During the pool. It was not that packed. But in the middle of the game, faddie was being called. And i tot sb nak fight with her. But guess wat?! That girl hu called her is/was fad`s fwen. Her fwen wanted my number. LOL. Crazy!! Haa. But like duh. I didnt give it out easily okay. But let me comment. The fair guy is cute. Honestly. He`s cute. Fad noes kan. AAfter pool, went to eat sundae. Yummeh. Wee. Shall eat some more okae. We hang ard at the bstop fer a while. Skali saw faddie`s mom n fwens. I was scared lor cause i have to take the same bus as them. Hahaha. Grr.

After that, went to tamp to take 69. And there`s this golden-haired guy came to me. WTH! I hate laa al tis. Cant be bothered. I guess that todae itself, there`s like 4 guys came to me to ask fer my number. Lalala. No wae. I love my sayang dearest still. Like he said. He `s hurt if someone he loves betrayed him. I mean. I dun wan to betray him. N i dun wan him to lose his trust in me. Cause swear. I do love him. ((=

And at nite, i hog on the phone with sayang dearest. Wee. Fun. Fun. Super fun. If oni there isnt ani skewl todae. Laa.But i noe he misses me a lottttttttttttttt. As he said. But wat can we do. Besides complaining. Lalala.

Ok. Im done. Sayang dearest just messaged me saying he miss me. Wee. Study hard n concentrate k sayang. Chiayou. Love eu baby. Miss eu. Miss eu. Miss eu. Miss eu. Muaahzz.

And sayang. Its 25 tml. Here`s an advanced 5 MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY. Haa. LOL. I love him. I swear that i love him. Even more?

Okay gtg. Lala

``Syasya-

the beauty exposed ;

Ok. Im done. Sayang dearest just messaged me saying he miss me. Wee. Study hard n concentrate k sayang. Chiayou. Love eu baby. Miss eu. Miss eu. Miss eu. Miss eu. Muaahzz.

And sayang. Its 25 tml. Here`s an advanced 5 MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY. Haa. LOL. I love him. I swear that i love him. Even more?

Okay gtg. Lala

``Syasya-

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday, July 23, 2006