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welcome to the suite life of

syasya cum dada & fafad

.aka.

pWeNcEz** & cinderel-LAH_

sya`s first cry - 7teen.NOV.9teenEIGHTY9 -

fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -

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.even before i introduce, im hated on, they think im rude. - -

.they call me names all the tyme, tryna pick fights. - -

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.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -

.To make the best of my life is what ill do, hate it or love it, i'll always be true, - -

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FAMILY
Friends
EACH other company ((:
Sya: Dearest sayang <3s!! Abg wawaL- Fad: Him.
Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
Sya: tWo.FIVE.zeRO.two.ZERO.six and the list goes on.

`FADDIE`S_

glasses.

THAT converse shoe.

THAT kappa show.

baby G watch.

deep red perfume

good results.

stop failing.

happy life.

THAT billabong top.

<flip flops.

.W800i.

More pants.

More shirts.

Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:



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 May 2006
 June 2006
 July 2006
 August 2006
 September 2006
 October 2006
 December 2006
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Saturday, April 29, 2006


I just reached home todae. Tired. Came back from library. Intention was to study. But my eyes are too tired. Therefore, syasya arent able to absorb thgs i read. Duh- Hell. So. todae. Syasya wentt to REBOND my partly hair. ((: Bubbye money. Keke. Ya. early morning wakie wakie. Syasya went to skewl. Hmph i tot i was late. And 7 bucks fly away to the cab. Syasya went to malay remedial. My real intention was to see dearest sayang. Hakz. ((: Hey. Get to c him okay. And even tok tok, smile smile. He said he missses me. Bluek. Oh yah eu. Im listening attentively to teacher yet eu made me smile. Hmmph. Box eu. Kekeke. ((: jk yah bebeh.
So after tt, heed to raffles place. I was sleepy at dere too.. AS usual- ((: Auty hu does my hair funny laaa.. Thx ya aunty. ((: Much appreciated. After tt, went back to tampines. Eat BK. Thx yah fad. Oh b4 tt, wen we are otw to RP, syasya listen to mp3. > Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku. Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadirhan mu. Tt song uh. One of a few tt abg wawal dedicated to me. Suddenly, i feel all sad. I was silenced fer a moment. Nice wordings uh. Nostalgic. )): But. But. Wat to do.Its been long laa since i tune into tt folder tt abg wawal created fer me in my mp3. Listening to them all makes me feel so jiwang-jiwang. And i dun want the past to affect me...
Cherish the present kan...
((: Past is NOT equal to the future.
And so. i was okay after tt. [Cont] Yah syasya saw taufik and a gal. Wah. Takkan he likes tt gerl ehk? Sori uh. But she? Okay. Pple have diff taste. But saufi? Hakz. If i were the girl, i definitely choose taufik kan. Hehehe..But IF oni. Lucky im not tt gal. Coz syasya got my dearest sayang now with me. I just love him. And not love him fer some crap pool foul balls. Hehe. If dearest sayang read tis, he will undestand yah. Okay. Okay. But i still do keep my promise okay.:
Back to my story.Saw a lot of pple todae. Faddie bestie saw the most. And it was fun. Actually. I figured out tt, outing will be fun if somewhere during tt outing we saw different of our friends and exchanging smiles and hellos. More friends bump, the fun it gets. Rite bestie?
And while me was waiting fafad bestie order food, suddenly abg wawal sergah me. Fuh. Tt scare me. Coincidence. He said asri saw me. And hence he went down to look fer me jap. We talked fer a while. And he played pool. Wah! Abg wawal kiter main pool sei. Terkejot tapi benar sik. Yaya. Kate jek syahidah hav changed. Salah campr and stufs. Kaki main pool and stufss. Yang dier pn aper.Kater takkan jejeak kaki pat places lyk tis. Parents wun allow and like it laa... Wat crap. Okay laa.
After tt, went to library. Syasya tertdo-tdo in dere. Ard 6:40 go home. And now. Syasya nk slp! Too tired. Nid to wakie-wakie to study later at night. Hope soo.
And so. I miss my dearest sayang. I wish yesterdae wld be todae. And today wil be forever. Kan? I want to spend some of my time with dearest sayang. But it is impossible. We are busy people. Studies and stuffs really held us back. The rules we have to abide. Priority fer others. Blablabla. But neh mind. I shall allow myself to spend tym with dearest sayang in my LALA land. Nobody will disturb me. Hmph. Not a single soul. Reality cant get it. Its okay.
Cause ive adapted and are still adapting to it.
So long as he love me. Hakz. Till wen? I dunnoe.
Tts y syasya alwaez emphasize on cherishing these present tym. But hey. Let me share tis with dear blog. Syasya just feel kan me and sayang dearest cant be together fer tt long till so long. Tt feeling hunts me. But still i do love himm laa. Lyk duh.. And tts one of the reasons y syasya NEVER put high hopes on tis relationship. I noe. Im different. The way syasya treats sayang dearest is lain compared to my previous relationship. Hmm. Sometyms, i myself feels complicated. Faddie bestie pn said so.
But y. Y? So watever it is, Cherish lyf. No high hopes to be lifted. Cause once eu jatuh it hurts. FEelings will be affected. Life will be deteriorated. Till i dunoe wen. I just dun wan history to happen again. How i wish. But tis are dugaan of life... Kwang kwang kwang-
I pray fervently tt my journey of life will turn out well. Fer now. I just want to study hard and make my ayah and ibu proud of me lyk how my sis did. If she can, i can too kan? I hope. Pray fer the best for me okay? Thx.
May ALLAH bless me. ((: And also my dearest bestie, sayang dearest, abg wawal kiter, all my friends, family and everbody.
B4 tt. anoder 9 more daes to abg wawal kiter ye bdae yang ke 17. Da besar sei. I see eu grow fer 2 years. ((: HAPPIE ADVANCED BDAE OKAY?
Silenced fer now. Syasya wanna slp now laa. Tired daa. Tried caling fafad bestie but she tak pick up. Free pn taknk angkat. Hehehe- Bluek!
``Tata-
``Syasya-

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