Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, April 16, 2006

FarHAN- HApi BeLated Bdae! Wish EU already rite. Hehe ShAAaa- Hapi BELATEd Bdae fRen!!! Yipee. Todae syasya MAYBE going out. Hee. Ntah ehk. But go LIBRARY lor. With DAN!! HAa. Sya. Sya. Watever okay. Im going to study. Or i hup so la.. Okay it`s been sooooo sooo LONG since i updated this BLOG sayaang. I`m Sorri LAA. Syasya GOT no TIME. Hee. Been very BUSY deze daez. So hows my life now.? Hmm. Been a huge hopstle topsle. Did i get it right? Watever okay. So. Anw, Fafad sayang. Tell me tell me hus tt CRUSH. i yearn to noe darlz. Oh yeah. Shawal called me yesterdae. Sigh. sigh. And hes telling me bout his fren. Duh!I pity him. But hey. hey. He told me bout tis gal NURUL. Hey? Wats tt suppose to mean huh? Good lor if shes practiccally heads overr heels with eu. Wat can i sae? Lalala- If u tink im gonna get jealous. Hmm. Let me tink. Geez, Ya im jealous. But. Hey i dun get anythhing out of being jealous? So to hell with tt. Its ur LIFE hanney. I`ll mould mine and u do urs okay? Okay. its been several daez syasya jauhkan diri from wawal. Hmm. I`m bad. Bad. But i have to. It`s the problem with me. Lalala. Go k eu. But hey remember al the promises? I still hold onto dem. I swear. But i dunnoe okay of u keep dem not. Unlikely of u. I tink u have forgot all about it huh? Lalala. Watever laa.. Okay tok about todae. Yeye. My dear HIM called me just now. It was unexpect

ed laa. But hey. Yeye. I get to hear his voice and get to tok to him right. Hes going to cut his hair. Hehe. Cute. Cute. I like his hair wen short. ANd wen standing. Standing. Hahaha. Get wat i mean. Look to the right. Hahakz. Smart kan dier like tt.. Hmm but hey. I wish upon a star for sth. I hope tt he can stop his smoking habits. I noe its HARD. well. But tak ppakse. Its for his own good. Syasya taknk dier sakit pape. N one more thg. I hope kite tok alwaez. Haha. Ok well. We tok. But we keep certain things LOW PROFILE. And huever read tis. Just keep it low okay? I do love him yeah. But its kinda complicated. Woah. Frst tym sya reveal nie. Shuuddup. Oklaa. enuf aboout tiss sweety okay. Oh yah. ANywae. Yesterdae ot tis person at frenster give me a message follow by a testi. In his message. He complimented wat cute sb i haf. Hmm. Cure ke? Hahaha. To fad maybe.. To me? Think. Think. Bluek! But in certain waes i do have to admit laa.. Oh yah. Smlm otp. He reminded ME. Hey it1s 10 more daez!!!!!! So fast. Minus todae tt be 9 more daes equal to 1 week n 2 daez rite? rite? Fuh. Syasya happpiieee.. But scared. Scared too.... Yeye.. Tml skewl! Get to see HIM!! Yeye. Fad!! Tml can diztub u liao. Hahaha. Nah fer himm.>> Every time i think of you.I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue.It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find.Living a life that I can't leave behind.There's no sense in telling meThe wisdom of a fool won't set you free.But that's the way that it goes.And it's what nobody knows.While every day my confusion grows.Every time I see you fallingI get down on my knees and prayI'm waiting for that final moment.You'll say the words that I can't sayI feel fine and I feel goodI'm feeling like I never should.Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say.Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday.I'm not sure what this could meanI don't think you're what you seem.I do admit to myself.That if I hurt someone else.Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be.Every time I see you falling.I get down on my knees and pray.I'm waiting for that final moment. You'll say the words that I can't say....... Lalala- Okay now wenever if she sad. i listen to tis song. It helps..>> Kata hati usah diturut. Kalau diturut mrosak jiwa. Kekasih orang jangan dikenang. Kalau dikenang bisa menangis sebak di jiwa... ( 1 )Kalau rindu alunkan laguLagu irama cinta dahulu. Simpati orang usah dirayu. Hanya menambah luka parah hati tersiksa.. ( korus 1 )Lumrah bercinta penuh dugaanLambaian kasih bisa terlerai... ( korus 2 )Lamanya bercinta. Bukan tanda sayang. Sayang dan menyayang. Bukan tanda setia. Setia di bibir. Tak pasti di hati. Itulah mainan sewaktu berkasih... ( korus 3 ) Apa guna meerindu-rindu. Andai orang kata dah benci. Tak usah merayu rayu. Tak ingan kasihnya kembali.... Ya itu laa.. Kisah syahidah. Okay lame. C im bored. I write nonsen. Okay laa. Sya have to do hws.. Do reseach. Tak abez abez. Gee i`m excited laa tis FRIDAE. i hup it will werk out. SYAHIDAH`S one of the MC fer tt dae. Heart beating. Okay we shall see how it goes okay. Now. Toodles. Tata- ``Syasya-

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