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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Baa- Todae its the 25 April kan? I wan to wish sth to my dearest bebeh. I want. But sya scared. Y ehk. Sigh. But neh mind. Thru blog pn jadik uh. "Hapy 2 monthly anniversary k eu? I miss eu. I love eu. Miss eu mani mani." (: alwaez. So. I just dunnoe how it will goes in the future kan. But takpe. I`ll make full use of wat im given now. Cherish my life. Though it may seems too complicated to me. How i wish i could run. As fast as i can. To the middle of nowhere. Thus, escaping from my hectic yet problematic situation uh. Hey sya. Dream on gal. So. its been few daes since i blog uh. Hee. Busy. Busy. (Cont) 25 April. Very significant date fer me at tis peak of my life. ((: I treasure it okay. So. Todae im supposed to go out with my dearest bebeh for some celebration thingy. But too bad. Last minute HE cancelled it. Uh! Phone calls can really change everything. Shit uh.. But its okay laa. I admit laa. Im dissapointed. But. Wat can i do? The reasons y he cancel it. >Hujan. His mom dun let him go home late. Or else hp will be confiscated. Sigh. ACceptable uh. But hey. Syasya da excited sei. Lesson to be learnt. "Never get too excited till the event happen n end happily. Ok?" Lalala. Angry tu ader uh. U noe y? > If not we suppose to meet in our skewl uniform after prac exam. But end up, last minute. He asked me to go home change n mit at 3:30. Oklaa. Coz at the 1st place, syasya dun realli like the idea of going out with our uniform on. So akward wat. But i didnt tell him tt. Den at tt VERY last moment. WEn syasya otw to get out of the house. Phone rang. N he cancelled it. Haiz. So much fer the hapi ending. Fade away. Ok tts the song im listening to. Okay. Sya can cheer up still. And So much fer being rude to my ayah n ibu. ): Tadi wen syasya getting ready. My mom asked me where am i going. Told her tt im going out coz everytym skewl n study oni. Den kene scold with my ayah! Ass btol. Taik kucing uh. So. Me being so excited to go out with him, made one attitude face. So being rude has rewarded me to stuck at home! So now, im just al sad up because of my dearest ayah scold me. Nag. Nag. Memekak oni. Lucky he aslp. Nyeyeye! So my mom is dere in her room. Watever. N also. Syasya never go out with dearest him ): Dalaa. Watever uh. Sobz. Sobz. Haha. Tu pn nk nangis. But hey. Lucky, syasya tak nangis infront of my ayah tadi. Be strong okay sya? I still love eu. Hahaha. If not, todae pn syasya suppose to go out with abg wawal. So much fer placing him as the priority. Duh- Sori uh fad i leave eu in skewl. Tot i go out with him. But. But. Takpe laa.. U noe kan how excited i am? ): So ya fad. Syasya never or haven wish him sei. ): I got noo mood to tok to him uh. Alaa.. Da uh. Stop about him. Let me tok about my abg wawal. So. I wonder how he is now. He was sad yesterdae. Super sad. He read my blog. ): Im sori k im the cause fer it. Go on k with ur life. Let me tell eu tis. I dun worth the time u wait fer me. Theres alwaes sb better than m. N im sure tt u can be happier. And hey awak. Ingat nie. Kite taknk awak GAMBLE with ur lyf. Pls. Pls. Taking the risk, u end up lyk me. Lyk i told eu yesterdae kan. Me and eu is diff. I try to b strong. Tts y i succeed in this challenge.(: But u cant eu. But hey i promise that i will be there fer eu alwaez okay? Dun wory. Watever it is, I will keep my promises last tym. I shall call eu later to find out how are eu. But hey u must take care of eursekf and dun do foolish stufs okay? A promise is a promise. Anw let me tok about bebeh jap. So he called me just now again. (: Hear his voice. He appologised andd stuffs uh. Nah. Dun wori k eu. (: Im alrite. Marah skejap jek. But c. im all fine now. Anw. He asked me if later he can go out, do i want to go out.? Uh! Den i said. Ala. Org da tukar baju sei. No. No. I want sei to go out with eu. Halo. Its lyk soo long sei kite klua kan. Obviously sei i want. But HE doest permits us to klua. Tts y tis happen. Kan. I wish. I wish. I miss him so. Laughing talking together with him. Sigh uh. So he said, "bukan i taknk sei klua." I noe. But takpe k.. Smile k syg. Dun feel guilty. And hey. Syasya da wish him. But halfwae jek. Coz im sya lor. Hakz. Den he said he made it up on fri. Alaaa. Watever uh. Sae oni fer wat. Later last minute cancel. Sya dun want to take the risk laa. Kla. Im guess im okay now. (: Thx dear blog. Love eu too. Heez. Im gonna slp laaa. Nice weather to slp. Nitez. Stupid dae. Oh yeah! I did badly fer my physics paper lor. Argh! I didnt read the instructions sei.!!! Wasted. Wasted. Watever uh. Da over. If not sya nk c abg wawal ye frenster. But sya takot lor. He asked me to c. But tak dare. Sya now pengecut. N miss INDEPENDENT. *winks* Wonder wat his frenster i about. Da dun kpo k sya! Toodles. ``Syasya-

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