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welcome to the suite life of

syasya cum dada & fafad

.aka.

pWeNcEz** & cinderel-LAH_

sya`s first cry - 7teen.NOV.9teenEIGHTY9 -

fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -

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crankyLADS, euu may label us

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.hate us - - it`s fine

.love us - - we share

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.iTs OUR blog. Our say- -

.what WE feel, we write - -

.eu have got NO right to stop us from splilling everything - -

.buzz OFF if eu dont lyk IT - -

.WE dont need EU to bitch about US - -

.Misunderstood, im being judged by my looks,- -

.even before i introduce, im hated on, they think im rude. - -

.they call me names all the tyme, tryna pick fights. - -

.i aint into that, just cause im quiet dey go on and talk behind my back. - -

.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -

.To make the best of my life is what ill do, hate it or love it, i'll always be true, - -

.if yall doubt that than it proves that yall shallow fools. - -

.So, ill say wat i wanna say, do what i wannna do. - -

.If you aint feeling that then FUCK you. - -

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FAMILY
Friends
EACH other company ((:
Sya: Dearest sayang <3s!! Abg wawaL- Fad: Him.
Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
Sya: tWo.FIVE.zeRO.two.ZERO.six and the list goes on.

`FADDIE`S_

glasses.

THAT converse shoe.

THAT kappa show.

baby G watch.

deep red perfume

good results.

stop failing.

happy life.

THAT billabong top.

<flip flops.

.W800i.

More pants.

More shirts.

Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:



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Tuesday, May 16, 2006


Oh well. It has beeen several daeys since i blog. I feel like ages. But actually, its only been a dae since i missED blogging. So toae. FINALLY. Mid year is over. Im well double scared. I knew the results will be bad. VERY bad. . . Ive been slacking this mid year. And i will buck up double hard fer my PRELIMS. And i mean it. I hope soo. So let me tell eu. I`ve been sleeping from the time im sleeping until now. I am soo soo bored. There`s nothing i can do. So. Sleeping is the solution fer now. Until i find remedies for my boreness. So. Ive been not enjoying for the past two daes. Yesterday and todae. Gee. Im afraid. Why is he acting so weird? So. We are not on talikng terms. Msg tidak. Bubual pn jarang. Gawd. Y does this happened? We didnt fight. That`s for sure. Angin takde. Ribut pn takde. Dada takmu laa.. Anything. Pls. Tell me what`s wrong with eu? Dada suspected that its about yesterday. DENG! But actually what happened? The only thing i know is that yesterday when i see him in the hall. I dunnoe if i smiled at him. Cause i dont seem to see him. I wore the wrong specs so its blurred vision for me. If thats the reaason. Im sorry k. BUt tts a small matter. Yea. He messaged me yesterday saying that if i got problems, i should talk to him. There`s no problem with me. Th only thing is that boi i miss you. Im feeling soo helpless. How i wish i could talk to him now. This moment. I need him larh. Dada is not guilty of anything. But y are we acting soo weird? Faddie! Help me. So. im sorry. I off my hp. Im feeling soo sad. My eyes are tearing. I nid him. GRr. I feel so sorry for myself. Okay. Tell me how am i supposed to adapt myself when at the first place. There`s nothing wrong ale ale. Sb`s giving me a cold shoulder. WaS it something that i`ve done. Sth that i said. At least give me a response laa.. Like org kat cni bodoh. Ter wait. Wait kan his message and stuffs. Firstly. Dada want to know uh. Y kite behaving like this. Grr. So immature larh. Kan. kan. So WTF. I feel like sreaming my lungs out bebeh. Tell me where did i go wrong? Fine uh. Since u make the first move. I shall follow the fLOW. Its not that i want. Tell me. What kind of relationship is this when the only happiness u`ve got most of the time is when the two of eu is together. And it is rarely for both of eu to go out. What more, eu didnt even message that often nor hog on the phone. Mutual contact. And thats it. Phuck larh. I am so pissed off. I love him. Yes i do. But this is not what i want in a relationship. I am not being demanding or so. But u have to undertsand my situation and not look at your point of view only huh? I shall adapt to this kind of situation. Since u give me this shit. I will give eu back the shits. Fair play? Yea rite? Ive never felt any worse before. And i am recovering slowing. Taking things up ever slowly. I wil not give a fcuking care. I do not care less what eu feel. So. Maybe i am dependent on him now. Maybe fer the whole of last week. I am on cloud NINE. Since i can meet you everydae. But it seems to be back to the olden days. So. Its like another 9 more days to go. And i do not give any fcuking care to those shits. Its no big deal to me bebeh. Maybe i am following my anger-NESSS. I dun feel like typing the words out. I feel like talking. Ranting on and on and on. But nobody would care less. Grr. And tts soo sad. No call. No message. No news from eu. Im visible. So much for your love towards me huh. Words cant describe you love huh? WTF. Fine. Im invisible larh. Back off bebeh. So much for missing eu.. YYah. I do admit that i fucking miss eu laa. No use complaining rite. I dont gain anything from complaining. Cb laa.. Dada dont want things to turn out this way laa. We are happi. Suddenly. Ka-Booom! Cb kan. But i love eu still. HelplessLY waiting fer some reply. Shesh. Ive lost my mood. Thkx to this litte darn thingy. Pissed me off when ive got this bloody sorethroat. Fucking pain. Making me more pissed off. Cb. It hurts. Swallowing my saliva is like hard. What more if i eat? So have not been eating well since 3612951295189 daes. Yea. My appetite is not as big as last tym. I miss him laa. ``Syasya-

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