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hello_! darlings.<3

welcome to the suite life of

syasya cum dada & fafad

.aka.

pWeNcEz** & cinderel-LAH_

sya`s first cry - 7teen.NOV.9teenEIGHTY9 -

fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -

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.Misunderstood, im being judged by my looks,- -

.even before i introduce, im hated on, they think im rude. - -

.they call me names all the tyme, tryna pick fights. - -

.i aint into that, just cause im quiet dey go on and talk behind my back. - -

.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -

.To make the best of my life is what ill do, hate it or love it, i'll always be true, - -

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FAMILY
Friends
EACH other company ((:
Sya: Dearest sayang <3s!! Abg wawaL- Fad: Him.
Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
Sya: tWo.FIVE.zeRO.two.ZERO.six and the list goes on.

`FADDIE`S_

glasses.

THAT converse shoe.

THAT kappa show.

baby G watch.

deep red perfume

good results.

stop failing.

happy life.

THAT billabong top.

<flip flops.

.W800i.

More pants.

More shirts.

Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:



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Monday, May 29, 2006


Hoho. I m dead tired. Mentally. Im exhausted. Im feeling fucked up. Grr. Bloody ass. No mood to chat wen i was online. And soo. I was still online. BUt appear online. I just find myself being more dumber each dae. Grr. This thingy has overcome my conscience. Well. Todae supposedly suppose to play pool huh. But due to some reasons. It was being cancelled. Dun ask larh wat reasons. -__-" Shitheads. I tot of going to the darn bloody beach. But decided not. I tot of taking the long train rides. But decided not. Oh well. Im crapping tis tym round. Dun ask y.-__-" Fucker. MOFO. Sya! Stop it larh. Grr. And so. Faddie told me tt she misses the old syasya. No the old syahidah to be precise. I miss her too. Anw. My pillar that moulded me to be tt syahidah is gone. Has long since it walked out into my life. Slipped away. And so. Abg wawal did emphasized on seeing the old syahidah. BUt i seriously dun noe how it ended out like tis. Yea. Lately. I`ve been noticing the changes in me. But perhaps maybe it was better. But hella no. The wae i speak. Maki all can be heard. Deng! Byk larh to be listed. Okay im bad. But i wan the innocent me. Bah haa!!((= So i did tok to my abg wawal just now. He unfold my sense like nobody business. Well. I feel hurt. But it`s fer my own good. Thx dearest abg. He misses me too. And gawd. I miss hella like soo much too. Now. I cant zipped up my mouth. Well miss him lor. I mean the last tym him. Wae to zaman purba. LOL. Yea. Wen i was with him. Now kite da change ckit though still rapat. ((= Thk GOD, dada n abg wawal still close. AMin- But still miss those time still. Hu doesnt? Hella it`s been long kan kite kenal each other.Duh. But sometimes, he pisssed me off larh. Grr.. His attitude. So he told me if i mend my waes, i can get him back. Haa. Holla abg? Get eu back? Like eu mean kite, both of us together? I wish i can. Haa. In our heart rite.. Dada am with sayang dearest. He`s my. But hey abg. U ARE MINE. Get the diff? WEll, i don`t. Wee. Dumb. So. Anw. Get well soon larh. Fer the next few daes, i dun wan to hav any contact with eu laa. No reasons fer this. Just feel like it. Im sorry. I will drift myself away. . . Shall see larh. So i did saw my sayang dearest just now. Wee. He said he misses me. Grr.Like real? WTF. Ntah laa. I dun believe him not. Miss him too lor. But see. Dada already adapt myself larh. Still am. Trying. I wonder how relationships work if there is not contact between them ehk? Any comments? He message faddie just now through zin`s handphone. Saying he misses me. And. And. He loves me. He loves me. Well. I love him too. Much. Lots. But i cant cntinue feeling tis we. Oh shit! What am i saying. Will i lose out if i lose eu? Will i like cry? Will i miss eu? Grr! darling dear, i cant. Cant go on like tis. Here listen to this song kae.
Spin (Mahzan B / Baldu)Puas Aku Mencuba
( 1 )Puas sudah ku mencuba
Menyakinkan dirimu kasih
Dan ku cuba meleraikan
Kekusutan tersimpul
Namun apa daya...
( 2 )Puas sudah ku mencuba
Turuti rentak dirimu sayang
Agar tiada tercetus sengketa
Di antara kita untuk selamanya
Engkau sering menduga hati ini
Menggugat kesabaranku
Namun tak pernah aku tunjukkan
Keresahan diwajahku...
Sampai disini saja sayang
Mampu ku pertahankannya
Kerna aku jua insan
Yang perlukan perhatian
Jangan kau sesali lagi
Atau menyalahkan takdir
Lihat pada diri
Di manakah kesilapanmu kasih
Menilai ketulusan (kejujuran)
Okay. Im feeling soo jiwang now.But i cant help it. But i love eu still kay. ((= Miss u laa sei. Like do eu noe tt? And so dada taknk bertepuk sebelah tangan. Ok my mly suck. So i just heck care lor. But hey i STILL care fer eu, my sayang dearest
So im gg to siap to meet my faddie. Larh. Wat to wear tml sei.. Shitheads laa.. Faddie. Im sori okay. I just dunnoe what i am feeling tis point. Tis moment. Fuck myself larh. Sori fer the profinities. I feel weird. Super weird. Okay. Just now was malay O level. Okay i would rate it. I hope i can get my As. At least A2 pls? I`ll be more than please. If better i want an A1.. Pls.Pls. Cross my finger. Ehk. No! Doa kpd ALLAH tt dada can get A1. Amin-((= Crap shits. And so. Dada admitted that dada da long tak pray. Hmm. Bad me.. Oni doa wen i`m in shits. Bad me. Okay. I tink i hate guys. But hey. Tis has nothing got to do with sayang dearest nor abg wawal not my guyfriend. Nothing at all. But in general. Im starting to not find dem attractive ni more. I mean some yeah. But their behaviours are all suckERS. Opps im sori. Not all of them. Maybe some. Maybe neither. But it`s soo ironic lor. Okay dada toking nonsen. Lalala. Dearest kind soul. Can eu help me pass tis message to my sayang dearest tt i miss him. Hella too much? Can? Miss him larh shitheads. Deng. And tell mine abg wawal tt i want the old him. The oldies. Haa. No. HIm. So anw. Etec told me that he was in the same bus as him just now. Alaaa. Wasted sei! Grr. But takpelaa. I get to see him just now in skewl. Wee.. Oh yeah. Toking about etec. Abg wawal and me fought yesterdae because he call me gatal in jk wae. Fuck larh. CB. Sardine jek panggil aku gatal. Ehk hallo? Bukan saye yang mintak number kan. Lagipun. Kite cume kawan-kawan. Nothing more. Anda ade paham. Yeah. Memang dier kewt. Tapi. Dada ade otak. I noe dada taklei dapat dier ape. So no use gg gaga over him. Like duh? Kite cume kawan biase. Ape jek.... Deng! Im feeling terok uh sei. Blog pn tak guna. Okay larh. Im done. Shut up. Okay bye.
``Syasya-

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