Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, June 25, 2006

So. Yeah. Alas. Im back. My feet is aching LIKE hell. OMG. It was fun todae. My back`s aching. My cheek`s tired of laughing. And my stomach is soo full. So. I went home late. And i just reaches home from a dae of galore. Wee. It`s been soo long since i pamper myself like todae. And i got so many things to blog. But maybe i`ll keep it short. But i have the habits of writting long entry. Wee. I tok a lot. Tt`s why. Haa. ((= So anw. Went out fom house around 11 plus. Wee. I was awaken by them. Gee. U should have mercy on me okay. Im tired laa amy. And i skipped my english class todae. But i met my fwens. So there are amy. Her super-cute guy, mamat. Haa. Acap. Haris. Maggie. Ayu. Sarah. Ifah. And me. So. yeah. It`s havoc. Super kecoh. And nice going out with dem. Planned to go to jurong. And yeah. I`m dark. AGain. Alaaa.. WEnt fer a swim. It was fun laaaaaaaaaa.. ((= Money spent like water. Hmph. So. Reaached there around 1pm. We were like small kids. Haa. And amy and mamat. Doesnt seem like an item. MOre to frens laa sei. But was cool to see dem like that. ((= They get along soo well. And from there. I started to miss my sayang dearest like hell. Tsk. I wish he was dere. But no. That`s not possible. So. We changed asap. Cause we are like jakun kids. Ifah likes to exaggerate. Haa. Tt gerl. And hey. I got the same personality as Haris. Cool uh sei. Was fun. But sth happened. While we were enjoying ourselves in the lazy pool, there`s this group of guys. Taking pictures of me. OMFG. I didnt notice it until Haris came to me. And fcuking hell. Obviously i was MAD. That Haris acted as my 'guy.' He went beside me. Trying to be close to me. But wei. Pls. No wae..... I apprecite it a lot okay. Thx anw fren. But. No wae uh sei. Sayang dearest would be dissapointed if he noes. But i will tell him some dae. But i swear nth happens. Cause i quickly went to amy, sarah and ayu. They became my bodyguards. ((= Thx peeps. So my mood spoilt. Decided to sit around at the 'long chair.' I went alone at 1st. I didnt want to spoil the other`s mood. So i went away silently. Hmm. But i did told dem my whereabouts. So they continue swimming while i was roaming by myself. But suddenly. Few minutes later, Haris came along not far behind me. Walau. That guy. And he was a thoughful fren. He dont want the mats to be a nuisance to me. So he followed me. Ure forgiven. ((= Thx anw. So. We chatted from dere. He asked me lots of questions. Gee. WTH. He asked if im attached. And yeah. I told him i am. Sadly. He appologized. Haa. He told me that he`s feeling guilt fom behaving like that. Trying to make the 1st move and trying to be close to me. So he`s forgiven. Yeah. But at least ure not a despo. I would sae. But i have to admit that he`s nice. But by then, i realised abg wawal`s word. 'Guys will be nice to eu if they have ulterior motive.' Well, it`s true though. So. That`s the major thg that happened while we are swimming. But after that. Im okay. And we decided to swim back. Wee. So. The WAVES are super nice. Played 'shark' in the water. Haa. Funnn laa. So. In there too, there`s this group of guys asked for my, sarah`s, amy`s number. WTH. Im beginning to feel irritated by these merepek stuffs. Kenal-kenal thingy. OMG. Gatal laa sei. Okay. There`s cute guys. Many of them just now. And some of them asked fer my number. But pls lor. Think of it again. If they dare to ask mine number. How many girls b4 me they ever asked? But sarah gave her number to 1 of the cute guys. Haa. I simply said to dem. Im sorri. Im attached o a great gut. Haa. And i walked away. So yeah. They said im sooo sombong. So what? I dun want to betray the trust sayang dearest have in me. So i dun dare to play behind his back. See. Im a good girl. ((= So yeah. And we went home from the complex at 8. Haa. Kene halau laa sei. ((= We are a bunch of notorious kids. But we do have fun. Thx to us. The kecho-RABLE. And to sarah`s suprise. That guy messaged her. And guess what? That guy`s fren. Yg asked fer my number. Asked fer my number again thru sarah. And she told me. And seriously. I said no. Sori laaa. Yeah i noe u said, just to make frens. But. No laa. It`s not rite anw. 1st 1st fren. After that. U never noe? And i dun want because of me and u are frens, somedae. Dada and sayang dearest will drift apart. Pls. No. So i have to think of the possibilities. So after that. We headed to maride parade. Lepak at starbucks. Haaa.. Mak. Bising laa sei kite. ((= The food is nice. I ate spaghetti with extra sauce. And that latte is uhmm. Yummeh. And the price. Fuh. So i spent near to $38 just at the starbucks itself. So yeah. We all looked like spoilt and rick kids. Haa. I admit. The wae we dressed. The wae we present ourselves. So yeah. We planned what to wear earlier on. ((= Those glasses. Hats. Haa. We let down our hair fer a dae. Wee. So. Maggie stil have the energy to shop. Ate New Zealand`s ice-cream. Yummeh. So. And guess hu i saw???? I saw iqah laa. Hmph. She worked at MANGO. OMFG. Hey. Saye nk sei keje at there. Hmph. Tak fair. So i introduce them to iqah. They get along very well. Iqah, one dae i bring eu out with amy and co okay? ((= See. Tt`s my habit. I LOVE to introduce my fren to my other frens. Shiok. Takmu lokek kawan. . . . But sadly, mamat and acap dun realli like iqah`s . I mean. They saw her on 1st impression basis. Well guys. Loosen urself up laa. She`s not bad after all okae. So at parkwae parade. We had fun. I love to go shopping with maggie. Wee. She has great taste. Same as mine. So. I nearly bought myself a LEVI`S super loot cut jeans. But well. I short of $20 bucks. So decided not to. Sheesh. Girlfrens and guyfrens wanted to lend me their money. But i said no. But i want that jeans badly. So maybe not my luck tis tym. It`s okay den. ((= I was happy still after that. So anw. Ifah and co commented that i like to roam myself alone. Wee. Haa. Yeah. Yeah. Several tym. They had to pulled me along with dem. Sweet of those girlfwens. Holding my hand like im one of those small littele kids. Haa. ((= They are afraid that some bad people would come and snatch me away. Haa. How cute kan. But wen we are at ISETAN. I went to the billabong section. While the rest is at the sports section. Guess hu i saw? Hmm. i saw nazri and ejah. MAk ai. Long sei they together. Imagine spending 4 yars with the same guy/girl. Haa. That`s bad. But well. I hope naz and ejah will be happi forever and alwaes. Wee. So naz is such a darling. He bought fer ejah a billabong handbag that cost $59. Fuhh. Yeah. He bought fer her that. Mak. So well. He did said sth that he`s pocked is koyak. Well. Im wondering. Hard ke ade gerl. I mean. Da lots of tym i heard pple commenting that having a girl would cost eu more money. Hmm. *tinking* I should ask sayang dearest about that one dae. LOL. So. Ejah is nice laa. Naz ajak me go out with dem one dae. Fuhh. One dae laa. Im busy laa. ))= SoRi eejah. Agter that. Dada saw mama. Saw mummy tooo. Haa. Hapi working. And hey. I met new fwens. I dunnoe if that person is a guy or girl. Maybe it`s a her. She`s a bootch. Maybe laa.. I myself cant figure her/him out. Flat-chested. But she looks like a girl lor. It all started off wen dada terBUMP into that person. So we talked. But that`s all. That person is working at levi`s Isetan store. Gave me a mini chocolate. Haa. How nice kan. So after shopping. Went to walk around the mall. And i began to wander myself aout at BALENO. At that tym, i was listening to my MP3. Little did i noe that. The promoter there is talking to me. The promter is a guy. I saw his mouth moving.Looking directly into my eyes. But dada taknk paiseh. So i just kept quiet. But this guy reActed like, 'asking me to take off my earpiece.' He was smiling. So i took the initiative to turn around. And guess what?? The colleque. Dunnoe how to spell laa. She told me that her guy fren wanted my number. Oh sheesh. I regret turning around and listening to what she is saying. Grr.. So the promter is chinese. Cute laa. But too bad. Eu canT prove urself better than my sayang dearest within that moment. Haa. So. I just walked away. Hey. I heart my sayang dearest okay. Cucok my earpiece to my ear and went away. Gee. Haloo. U are working but still taking chance to ask fer numbers. WTH. So. Amy saw the incident. She admitted that im a sombong girl. But wei. Too bad. Im sori okay. So todae. Fuhh. I got too many attention from the opposite sex. Gotta admit that. At 1st,, dada feel like woah. But after that. Dada feels sick and tired of it. Lalalala. THe girlfwens and guyfwens too admitted that i do get attention from guys. But not my fault kan... ((= So seriously. It was fun. If oni i gave my numbers. Fuhh. Ramai kawan baru saye ade. IF oni. . . But It`s okae. Im happi with the frens i have. So anw. Dada miss several pple. Dada miss sayang dearest a lottttttttts. Hmph. Didnt see him todae. Until god noes how long till i can get to see him again. And faddie. Saye miss eu. Ouh yeah. Fad told me actually it was our dae out. But wei. Seriously, no1 konfem wit me anythg. N she is like soo mad at me. Hmm. Sori. Sori. WOrds are words oni rite. But that`s all i can offer. Sori. I wonder if they go out still...? Sori ehk shaz. But just now, sayang dearest did kol me. I didnt pick up cause i was still in the pool. My hp was in the locker. So didnt get the chance to pick it up. Im sorri. So he wants to ask me sth. But shy. Wats up sayang? Shoot oni kae. I guess he wants tto lend my mp3? Haa. Or im nor sure lei.... But i did returned his kol ard 8. But he didnt answer my kol. Ape sei. . . . Takpe laa.. Back to those old daes. Lalala. No kol or messages from him. Hmm. So fad didnt message or kol me. Anw. It`s hard fer fad to find me and kol me. Alaaa. Maybe she has got toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many pple to hog otp with. That`s y. Nvm. Understandable. I give chance laaa. What to do. Long tym tk tok to her otp. Either she`s busy or i am. Ok sori blog about that. Anw. After that ard 10. Head to paya lebar. Went to take mrt. So the dae has ended. Soon to be. And in the mrt. Haris sat beside me. He was like one freak. That moment, he asked fer my number. OMG. Alaa. He said he wanted to make frens je. But he respect that i do have a guy. But still wants to make frens. Saying its not wrong. Well. Yeah. It`s not wrong. But. I dun feel quite rite laa.. So he asked mamat and amy fer help. Amy wanted to give my number behind my back. But alas. She think twice. Acap and co pity him. Pleading me on behalf of haris to give out my number to him. Argh.. No wae. Still. I didnt give away my number. Sigh. Pity him. But i suspected that the girlfrens gave my number to haris. Grrr. Cause ayu look suspicious. And maggie seems guilty. **tinking** Asshole dem. Okay. Sori haris. Yeah. We are frens. But no nid to contact also, we are frens rite. So. THere aint any diff okae. Cheer up fren. ((= So we stick ard till 11 plus. Ard that tym. My mummy ring me. Planning to fetch me and bring me to supper. Togethet with aunt nana, uncle LI. Iffin and Hilmi. Wee. I soo miss Ifin and Hilmi. They are so cute kiddos. And i love them both. Hugs to dem. So they kissed me a lot. And guess what? I kissed iffin sooo many times. Haa. Actually. I wanted ssoooo badly to have sayang dearest to be infront of me. So that i can do the same like how i did to iffin and hilme. Iffin is sooo manje. And that reminds me of sayang dearest. He woulds alwaes hold my hand. Sounds like sayang dearest. LOL. And WAnting to sit on my lap always. So dada layankan his karenah. I wish i could hug sayang dearest like how i hugged iffin. LOL. Okae. Just kidding. But seriously. I do lepaskan my RINDU towards sayang dearest on iffin. But i miss iffin and hilmi too laa.. And wei sayang. I miss eu like hell. Grrr..!!!!!! Miss eu sayang. Miss eu lots. So. We headed to a restaurant called 'HILAL' Yummeh. Filled my stomach with sup tulang. Beef steaks. And nasi goreng Vietnam. And bandong. And ice longan. Gawd. I eat a lot. Ish. Ish. Padahal. B4 that, i ate spaghetti, cookies, ice cream, and pastry uh sei.. Ish. Ish. Eat like pig. So after that. Lepak dere til 12 plus like that. And alas. Here i am. And not. I feel soo sleepy. And i appologised to those hu messaged or kolED me. Sori i didnt pick up okay. And addie. Eu koled me? Sori ehk. Im avoidiing u kols because i`ve promised to my abg wawal to not tok to strangers. Well. I dunnoe eu anw. And sori Raihan. I was busy. My hp was silent. Saye tak sombong laaaa.. And i miss toking to eu laa. Haa. Klaa. Im tired alrd. Tata. Nites. Swit drms. Take care okay. Miss my sayang dearest lots. Miss my bestie. And dada miss my abg pn. . . To hell laa itu. ))= Ouh yeah. Anw. Im counting my daes till my abg nizam come back home. Wee. I sooo miss him okae. Hmm. Yeyeyeye. He`s my fav okae. Wonder how he looks like. Haa. Masih ensem? LOL. Okae i definitely miss him. Counting down. Wee. ((= Gtg. Taa.

``Syasya-

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