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welcome to the suite life of

syasya cum dada & fafad

.aka.

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sya`s first cry - 7teen.NOV.9teenEIGHTY9 -

fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -

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.what WE feel, we write - -

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.Misunderstood, im being judged by my looks,- -

.even before i introduce, im hated on, they think im rude. - -

.they call me names all the tyme, tryna pick fights. - -

.i aint into that, just cause im quiet dey go on and talk behind my back. - -

.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -

.To make the best of my life is what ill do, hate it or love it, i'll always be true, - -

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Friends
EACH other company ((:
Sya: Dearest sayang <3s!! Abg wawaL- Fad: Him.
Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
Sya: tWo.FIVE.zeRO.two.ZERO.six and the list goes on.

`FADDIE`S_

glasses.

THAT converse shoe.

THAT kappa show.

baby G watch.

deep red perfume

good results.

stop failing.

happy life.

THAT billabong top.

<flip flops.

.W800i.

More pants.

More shirts.

Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:



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Tuesday, August 29, 2006


Ouh well. Been quite some tym since i blog here. Hmm. Maybe ive got my personalised blog. Tt`s it. But well. Not to worry. Cause i wun forget this blog. So. Anw. My life has been in great hopstle topsle. I seem to miss my fren. Yeah. I miss my abg wawal. Hell. I appologised to sayang dearest fer having this feeling okae. So. That dae wen i saw him in skewl made me fret about all this. But how come. Syasya and him suddenly become like this. I wonder. Is it a mistake i made. No. There isnt any mistakes or whatsoever. The only thing i knew was that he was kindda pissed off wen he figured out that i and my sayang dearest is getting closer. But see. Wen syasya and sayang dearest is getting closer, syasya n him is drifting apart. Y like that. . . . Yes. He is my shadow. My abg. I love him. Yes. I love him. And let me make this clear. Love as the love i have fer fadd and stuffs okae. The love i have fer sayang dearest is completely diff. Ok. Freak laa. But can i sae tt i miss him. Aside missing sayang dearest. I am missing my abg wawal. ))= Do eu tink im bad missing two guys at the same tym? Its up to eu to decide. Ive never been separated frm abg wawal fer like this. Besides the 2 weeks thgy and the post break-up thgy. But that was last year. Solid 2 mths since we saw each other again and patch. And broke off again. And remain as frens as i started off to see him as my bro and sth in my heart. And started to like this sweetie pie by the name of sayang dearest. Till den. We have never separate or lost contact. But it`s all happening now. And i just cannot move on with him by my side. Yes. I depended on him. But i move on. Den comes wen he depended on me. I helped him to move on. Now. im back to be dependent on him yet and again. And now. I am not able to do that once more. And i moved on with my life wen we totally like lost contact. So maybe. I have to do that. And i am doing it right now. But it hurts. Parting with someone eu really tresure and love and comfortable and everything laa. He is like my family. He noes everythg about me. And he is so3 close to me. And fugging ass. I miss NURUL. Yes. Akil birthdae is comin. Abg and adik birthdae is coming too. Nurul`s bdae is coming too. I wonder how NUrul is now. Does she even remember me? Does she still ask about me. Hmm. Pak busu is cruel. If he`s afraid of calling just because of my sister den. Knowing him. I noe that he will find me by othe source means. But i doubt so. So bottom line is that he has got someone new in his life. But that isnt fair at all. How do i managed to have a guy and at the same time establishing frenship with eu? Eu once promised me that no matter what which gerl comes into ur life, eu will sae this. "No matter what, deep down in my heart, a part of my heart belongs to NURSYAHIDAH BINTE MOHD SHOKRI." Eu liar. Eu lied. I am no longer important in ur life. Ur words are wanton MUhammad Shawal. Im trying to hate eu as time passes by. But i failed. Cause it`s been like 3 daes or so. I cried remembering eu. Its not fair. Eu may be happy while here i am shedding tears fer eu. What do i gain. See. I am reprimanding myself. And it only last fer few minutes. After that i will tink about eu again. Yes. The oni thg to forgt eu is to love sb as much as i can. But i cant. I am afraid to love sayang dearest as much. Yes love but now as much as sb could love his/her bf/gf/ I am not like the last tym sya. And tis happened because of eu Muhammad Shawal. Yes. I lose trust in love because of eu. Fer that. I am afraid to love again though i am trying and im happy to declare that i love my sayang dearest. But see. If my life doesnt turn out to be like this, i doubt i am what i am now. So i hope that i will be the last tym sya wen i am able and am free to love that sb as much as i can. Fuck. I have to admit that i feel so weak without eu by my side. The feeling is much worsen than of the last tyM. Being in this condition fer the 2nd ty, is much3 worse than it was before. But i hope eu are doing well. Send regards to ur family. I miss ur along. I miss ur mom. I miss abg sani. I miss nurul. I miss playing with her. Gawd. That cheeky girl. And fren. History hurts kan. And awak. Its september. Remember what happened to me? Thx to eu too. But it happened to me again. Ur words are bullshit dumbass. I noe. Ure happi with some gerl and has settle down. But it`s not fair. Remember what i go thru with sayang dearest because of eu. Now. Ure being selfish.

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