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syasya cum dada & fafad

.aka.

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fad`s first cry - twenty7.MARCH.9teenEIGHTY9 -

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.what i gotta do to prove myself, we all got imperfection in ourselves, - -

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Mp3
Music and music and music
Handphones
Computer
Eyeliner
Lip gloss
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`FADDIE`S_

glasses.

THAT converse shoe.

THAT kappa show.

baby G watch.

deep red perfume

good results.

stop failing.

happy life.

THAT billabong top.

<flip flops.

.W800i.

More pants.

More shirts.

Sya: That converse shoe-, THat pump shoe in BLACK, ThaT pump shoe in any other colour
Sya: That WHITE slipper, That WHITE/GREEN slipper, That PINK/WHITE slipper Flip FLOPs- ((:
Sya: That GREEN, PINk, wHitE TOP. ThaT lOnG-sLeEvE. That sLeEvELESS top. Grr.
Sya: That DENIMS. ThE BLACK pants. ThAt PANTS you noe i noe. ((:



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Monday, December 04, 2006


LOL. This entry is written by syasya. Yeah pardon me for hurting any party. :) So i plucked my courage to type this out. These days, ive been thinking about this. I just cant seem to get an answer. Seriously, i miss one fcuking brat like a lot. Okay he`s not a brat larh. Like duh. He`s none other than mrBoyfren. Yeah.

>But ironically, asl kite not like other people ey. I mean. What`s the use of having a relationship when u have got no time for her. And even if eu have the time, u spend it with ur other clicks. I just dun understand. At one moment, eu said ure not allowed to go out. The next moment i noe is ure out with some other people. Tell eu. Its bored. Its bored leading a relationship like this. Maybe its because of the age thingy, the time, or whatevernots. I don`t feel that i belong to eu. Nah. Trust me. My relationship with my other guy frens are much3 better. But we`re just frens. TELL me. R eu like this in ur previous2 relationship. Coz majority of mine is not like this. Never. We talk. We contact.

I never come across a relationship llike ours. Maybe i am demanding. But the least u could give is a little attention. Yeah. Trust me in this k. SYasya really lacks the love and care and attention from a boyfren. Like wth. Im no desperate gerl for all those stuffs. I have enough supplements from my other guy frens. But come to think of it. Syasya is really pathetic uh. Ade balak ey tapi tak rase mcm. Kwang3. Im just wondering. Y do i still hang on although i noe that the cycle will repeat itself again. No. At this point of time, we tak fight or whatsoever. But i just wanna fite for my rite.

For nine months plus. Our life has been like this. Love towards eu, i dunnoe how to explain. True, i have that feeling for eu. Love, perhaphs. In my opinion, theres others who can give me all that. But wei. I still holding on to you. And that ring a bell in my head that i have strong faith in eu. But eu prove me that we`re leading one shallow relationship. This point of time in my life, syasya really3 can choose sb who can make me happy. Nah. But i cast all that aside. I wanna eu. Yes eu. Coz boi, i miss eu damn lots. Whenever i wanna make that move to ask eu. I will feel very reluctant. Whenever i see eu infront of my eyes, those hatred, grudges vanish into thin airs.

Yeah boi. Ive been blinded by ur sweetness all these while. I realised that. &that sweetness will make my legs wobbly and melt. My ego will melt too. &tt`s wen thgs repeat itself. It will be sweet for a while. Just a while. And all those stuffs are at my fingertips. I dunnoe how much longer i can hang on. But whatever happens. I hope. I want a change from eu. From us. Maybe some others can be comfortable with eu. But it`s okay it somedae this will come to an end. Im just glad that we survive thru all this and our paths meet. Seriously, its nice knowing eu. Ure the 1st for me to entangle in a relationship with somebody youger. It will be an eye-opener for me. But age doesnt matter. Eu tot me that.

Hmm. Enough said. I hope we will change fer the better. I love eu larh sei. But ure one lucky chap. Sb loves eu a lot. A lot. A lot. N tt sb is me. Yeah. But we shall see how as time passes by. Tkcr love.

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